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Imagine a body of water, flowing smoothly, very smoothly, Suddenly, it reaches a cliff and plunge deep into the abyss forming a waterfall.Then it continues its journey and flows smoothly again. Sounds melodramatic to you? Of course not.You and I know whats it all about. Not only do we know but we have experienced it. It is life. Indeed it must be intriguing but it is full of possibilities.Beautiful and serene as it is, especially the waterfall but once in a while, unprecedented events do occur.
      Well, I would not say that anything is wrong with me but it seems like an eternity since my very last entry. So, there must be something wrong right? Actually, no. Now you must think that I am trying to screw with your brains. Haha, blogging is not my cup of tea anymore. Okay, I know this sounds so dead and very boring. I canot help it myself. Guess I’m not a really good blogger. That’s why you don’t see me getting paid to blog or a cornucopia of ads all over my page.
      Holidays are here and instead of enjoyment, we were prescribed extra dosages of homeworks by our dedicated ‘doctors’. Then, they will continue with their rhetoric statement." Trust us it helps you alot" or "You need more and stop whining".Stuffs like that. Im certainly not whining but I will bark soon. Anyway, what seems this trivial to all of you is made worst by the forseeable. We are going to be held back during the holidays. "Great!’ Just great. Something that we have been needing more. Extra misery in this hellish lair of Satan. Okay, maybe I’m exaggerating a little.It’s not that terrible after all. It’s just a little of privacy intrusion and incarceration. We will have regular’ nightly’ visits by the matron to keep us in check and of course not to forget the famous 6 o’clock curfew that will imprisoned us after six just to foster ‘bonds’ or to create a sense of ‘camaraderie’. Okay, I added that part myself but it still did not change the fact that this place "sounds" like a no good prison.
      Anyway, we are held back because of the English tuition. We were promised a whale of time for the first day of the tuition and note that its the "first" day only. The rest will be practice, practice and more practice…. until we achieved enlightenment….in English of course.
      However, thank goodness that we still have a week to return back to our hometown and that would be the second week of the holidays for the Sec 4.Oh, the prelims bell tolls louder, warning us that we should upped our efforts and start our own intensive mugging programme. Haiz, my holidays are ruined. Anyway, enough have been said. I hope this loadful of crap in my entry is adequately appealing to net surfers.

Whoa..a whole solid month has just past by. Just like that. without any signs or trace, just leaving bittersweet memories behind. Sometimes, this is awfully scary and it makes me reminisce on the past. Was it good? Or bad? Nothing is as simple as making a decision between two choices. Life is not that easy.

Busy as it is, I am still able to find time just to furnish this blog with some thoughts and scribblings of the passage of time.How memorable. Indeed with just a month, lots of things have happened, mostly predictable but some were shocking.Yet again, life has its own unique twist that embezzles you.Nevertheless, it does not harm to receive surprises once in a while.

They say love is blind. How very true it is. Lust overcomes everything, even sanity. It just sweeps you out of your feet and takes every ounce of your grey matter away. You cannot think well. There were many instances of suicidal attempts, injuries, and emotional breakdowns. However, I am speaking of this through my very convoluted and narrow-minded perspective.There is more to love than pain. Yet again, how often do you discover the bliss of this process. It is negligible. Obviously I am not speaking of myself. Why waste your time trying to obtain sympathy from people when they do not even give a damn.Well, nothing more to add on. Just praying the best for evry one out there

P.S: My sincere apologies if you find that I have been too melancholic throughout the whole blog. It sucks, yes I know.

Whoa!!! A strong surge of relieve swept me away. The first common test has reached an end.Heaven is it not? However, I must say that I have worked considerably hard for this particular test. I have no idea why. Could this be a start of my realisation towards the oncoming O’levels? I think not, at least for now.

Anyway, lets forget about that. Lets think of something promising. Chinese New Year of course! This is a real cause of celebration and we should create sensation. Yay!!! I’m going back home. Is this not great? Can meet friends and families.( My writing abilities have been totally disrupted due to my "hyperness" today. Reasons why shall not be disclosed.Bluekks.

Valentine’s Day had just past and have seen many couples and lovebirds but it’s over guys! Wake up! Enough of the chocolate thing. It can cause high blood pressure due to the build up of glucose levels in our body.Haha. Snickers, Mars Bars, Toblerone is a no no! You will feel thirsty anyway. By the way, why do I even bother writing about this. Yet again, due to my "hyperness". It is working and is doing wonders!!

Ahem..ahem, finally, I would like to wish all of my friends back in Malaysia and here in Singapore, old and newfound and readers of my blog a Happy Chinese New Year, Happy belated Valentine’s Day and Happy slacking!!

       Yup…. like the title suggest to you, i feel great again and just like usual. Well, maybe not entirely. But lets face it, we cannot be too demanding right? Resuming my usual scribbles of life in this ever faithful blog would be boring right? Haha! It has undergone around 3 transformations I think since the first day I started blogging. So, should I write something contemporary, juicy or authentic inside? I think most of my friends added poems into their entries whereas some wrote stories. That is interesting but I think if we scrutinised carefully, most blog would have it, except of course my pathetic blog.Haha.

    Actually there is no point in asking. Everyone already have this stereotypical mindset of whats cool and whats not. So, fundamentally( I am bored of basically) the answer would have been the same like the answer scheme of the national exams.Haha..Anyway, just to kill time, let me recount the "amazing" Amazing Race aka The Ring ala scholar taste.It was interesting although at the day before the event, I sprained my miserable ankle. But, I remained steadfast in my decision and proceeded on with my plan of joining the event. Lucky thing I was the station master. So, I need not move about like the rest. Guess what? My station is a dance station!!! Hahaha. It is good that lameness can still be used as an excuse tio be excused from dancing.Haha. Well, the other people with me certainly did a great job and I think I should congratulate them. I shall not mention names here. You guys would not know them anyway.

    So that’s about the Amazing Race. Now, the most eagerly awaited event of all. It’s none other than the Hostel Games!!!! Hoorah!!! We shall see a total of 8 groups in action pitting their wits against each other. This time the theme is all about horror and it depends on how they are going to chill our spine! Yep! Anyway, Night Stalk scares me shitless. I am still healing from my sprained ankle and could not run fast. Guess I should just go ahiding…..

     Okay, I think I have revealed enough. Blogging has not been able to entice me anymore.Homeworks piling….

   It seems like an eternity since my last post but I guessed not. I am feeling kind of down and angry today. Everything just does not seem to work for me. I have had a string of bad lucks since morning and I am worried that its not going to stop. Is this the day where  sufferings are unleashed by God to embrace us? I think so. Pain is shrouding me creating this euphoric feeling which is trying to burst out every time the pain surges through my body. Yes, finally this is what they call self-flagellation, only that this time it was not my fault nor through deliberation but an accident.

    The pain is nothing much to any of us as you might deem it as a minor case but this pain has caused me lots of troubles. Anyway, its just an ankle sprain but my ankle has been ballooning twice its actual size.( Wow!! Is that not amazing? ) Haha. It happened in the morning when I was playing Captain’s Ball( the same lame game we play every hostel game). Out of my anxiety to grab the ball, lo behold, I sprained my ankle.( This will teach me patience though) Must complain to the committee that it is a very violent game!!Anyway, thats not the painful part yet.

    Luckily, I was in the hostel and all my friends tended to me.( Yo, guys. I am very grateful here!!Thanks). After experiencing excruciating pain while being tended, then only I felt that I could walk.( Man!! Why am I describing all this trivial matters. At least it important to me , I guess)

   Now, the bad luck part is that I have decided to meet a doctor just in case its a worse case. Since today is a Saturday, to my utmost horror, most of the clinics in the panels are already closing. So, I am just left with a few choices and decided on one. Then, this bloody clinic that I went first told me that they are closed when it was stated there 3pm. The doctor has just gone to a seminar…Aw shucks, thats just great. The next nearest clinic is around 500m away and this would not have been a problem on a normal day. But, having a sprained ankle slowed me down terribly. That walk is as good as any physiotherapy session I could get.

     Tomorrow is the Amazing Race thing and then I could not be the leader. It really sucks! Never mind. At least can become station master enough already. Haha.Well, my post today is nothing much and is certainly not my best because I am in a bad mood. Going to sign off. *blitz*

     Yay!!! I am now precisely 16 years 2 days 5 hours and 30 minutes year old.( True when I was typing but not published time.>.<’ muhahaha) So you see, there are many reasons for me to be extremely happy this year.( Hahaha….I kept saying that I am sixteen all over and over again. yup.) They say "sweet sixteen" but is that really true? Better to acknowledged it rather than to oppose right. So that’s what I am going to do. Hmm… by the way according to the Singapore Law, It enunciates that ADULTS of 16 years of age and above is legal for having ***. Fill in the blanks yourself.Wahahahaha. Just kidding. Not like I am going to Geylang and find the you know whats.( By the way, I just came back from Geylang today and it was not busy with business at all. Haiz….so disappointed)

      Hohoho, from today onwards I can already watch NC16 films. At least that is one censorship off. That should be a reason for celebration.( Buahahahahaha!) But then I worry, I am getting older. What about my facial complexion? ( Hahaha, just one of my crap)Hmm, I wonder what’s for dinner?

     Anyway, before I forget, I want to thank all my fellow friends who have made my life magical and truly meaningful *quoted* throughout last year( Man…so sentimental wan) Oh yeah, I want to thank my roommate too. He had done so much just to ensure that I enjoyed myself during my birthday.Oh yeah, 2 more important people whom I must not forget. Mai and Rowland, thanks for your cards….they are really beautiful!!!!( I hope you are reading this! *winx*)

       Okay, now that I am over with my "high"ness, I shall resume my usual crapping in line with my blog title. Suddenly writing all this bullshit in my blog so far made me feel like an idle. I don’t think that I don’t have any homework but then I could still do something important right? Nothing interesting to discuss actually unless if you call the news in papers about Maia Lee being a lesbian as hot, then I don’t think any will do(It’s Tuesday’s papers anyway. Cerita lapuk right?)Alright then, since I didn’t have anything of interest, i guess I should just sign off.

P.S: By the way, I would appreciate if someone who have watched the new Death Note movie will give me a feedback on the show. I want to know whether should I watch the film or not.)

     It’s pretty sad, huh? The holidays are over and misery reigns again. I guess all of you guys will second this notion. It has always been rare to be able to call your holidays a worthy one. Why? No one knows. It’s just the way it is.When we are schooling, we are always disgruntled and hoped for the holidays to arrive. However, when it’s there, we are not able to make full use of it. This has been troubling the teenagers for ages not that it pose any danger of any sort but it just does not spark off the satisfaction in us.

       Anyway, it’s not that important. What is now, is the school term. I am not really sure but I am bound to meet a few "individuals"  perusing through thick books while eating or in the toilet(haha…not that I can know)at the start of the year. It does not affect anybody in any way but let’s just say that it is knd of unhealthy(Man….is this for real? Nerds…you had better be on a lookout.).Although we have heard many advices from many sources, we should not exaggerate our efforts in the aim of gaining attention.(This is just one of the few wacko theories that I managed to squeezed out of my lateral thinking…possible right?)

        Okay, enough of my incessant blabbering. Now, I would not want to speak too much of what happened to me today, not that it has any commercial values. It is adequate to say that the first day of school has pass swiftly without any disruptions of hassles. Aarrghh… why does it always seem so hard to find something to write in this blog of mine. Damn! My brain is totally malfunctioning today. This must be the aftereffects of school(Hehe).Oh, never mind. Just got to go.

P.S: I want to apologise for the error in my previous post due to my incompetency in English( Why do I have to make it sound so serious?). The word "behemoth" was wrongly used and should be omitted and replaced instead with unsophisticated words such as large or huge. It means a very huge animal or thing only that it is wrong structured-wise. 

    Haiz….I have no idea why I am feeling so troubled or confused but then lets not dwell upon that right?Its time for merry wishes or is it not?You see….it’s kind of late for Merry X’mas and too early for Happy New Year.So, what should I wish you guys for now?Anyway it’s been a long time since I last posted a blog.I wonder how can I make up for the loss.

  So….I planned to share with you all about how I spent my meaningful holiday in the most useless and dumb way.Don’t you all think its so interesting????No right?See!! Now what I am trying to prove here is that blogging too often is a waste of time.I mean you don’t know what to post inside and when you do..it’s always something that doesn;t attract anyone’s attention albeit the rare few moments when you just struck the golden note.

    So, what do I have or can post?A reenaction of the Christmas celebration back in Melaka?OR…….a 2002 discovery of an asteroid big enough to obliterate Earth which is prognosticated to crash onto us by 2086?Which is more worthwhile?It may seem that I am crapping a whole load of nonsense here but then AT LEAST….they ar all true.So now, what I am trying to convey is that at least, I am telling the truth and nothing but that.As we all know too, different people have different likings or affinities for things.I can tell you all the things that I like but can I persuade you to like them?Of course not, unless yet again you are a bloody mastermind in brainwashing or you do this for a living.

     Okay!!Maybe I should stop conveying things which I am not supposed to and start talking facts which are believeable.Yeap.Now that I am already back in Singapore after a heavenly holiday back at my hometown which was hit quite terribly by the flood but luckily my area was not affected.Yeah!!(Oooppssss, bad time for rejoicing others’ sorrow).However, the town was affected in a way but not terribly.Certain roads have to be closed down and water reaching to knee-level….and some even as high as 6 feet.(I am talking about my place…Johor is a different case, with the height of the flood I think can make a behemoth*i hope correct usage* swimming pool.haha.)

     I guess this is kind of a wrap-up for this marvelous year.Many tears have been shed and joy been shared and so I hope everyone feels that this particular year was very fulfilling and extraordinary.(Oh , man!!Am I preaching or lecturing??)Okay….need to go….not that you care…..because after reading this piece of crap you guys won’t even remember a single shit that i posted.So, yeah.Merry Belated X’mas.

P.S: I am just blogging for the fun of taunting everyone else although it has never stoop so low as to be a medium of hatred and mockery.Enjoy your very few last moments of the year.Hehe @.@!

Hmm….I am kind of free now, so I felt like writing something in my
blog.Past few days saw a multitude of events taking place. I, too feel
that everything is happening in such a fast pace (
Surprisingly….phew!!) Exams have ended and so the chain of suffering
which was connected to us have been broken.Now, we are free birds,
heading for our destination…towards the unknown.From this point, we
are on our own and we are going to endure or enjoy the nuances of life which has many trials and tribulations( Haha..quoted from sumbody..thx th!).I hope this holiday will be a meaningful one for all of my friends(if not let it be enjoyable..)

  Okay…enough of boring you guys with these useless babbling of mine.Maybe I should consider  being a preacher(hehe..yea ryte, even the church will kick me out).For me, these few days have been my days of slacking…doing things which I have been dying to do all this while("its heavenly")
Anyway, another happy news is that my school term is ending tomorrow…Yay!!Is this not fun?I am so fortunate to have landed myself in a private school.Cool eh.However, I have to start preparing for my Malay O’level which will commence on the 30th of October and after this last hurdle I shall leavefor Malaysia…Mwahahaha. By then I guess that my friends back there in Mlaysia is still schooling and so I can jack ‘em .Such losers…..

  Suddenly, I don’t know why but I feel bad.It must be the haze..must be the haze(Haiz…blame the Indons…)Yeap…want to slack already.Adioz..*winx*

Hehehehe…..I guess all of my friends whether back there in Malaysia or in Singapore are under the menacing effects of the haze. PSI values have been fluctuating at the unhealthy levels which caused a rise in worries in public. However, the best part of it is that I am staying with my Indonesian friends( Indonesia is the cause of the haze…its like duhhh…) and me especially having an Indon roomy, I cannot help but to criticize or jack ‘em but all this does not really concern me although I must say that my health has deteriorated slightly( who cares anyway).

Okay, that was something briefly about current incidents and I think I should stop writing those crap( I kinda like it somehow). I am so tempted to discuss about the nuke thingy by the North Korea but felt that it is kind of inappropriate to do so.

Oh yeah, exams must have ended f I am not wrong( I mean my friends back in Malaysia).Mine have ended quite some time ago and the results have also been released. Somehow, it’s disappointing for me but devastating for others. Although I would say that my marks weren’t that bad, but my languages marks just sucks..( my fault anyway..cannot blame anyone).Surprisingly, my Sciences were the one that pulled me up.(thank goodness!!)Anyway, let’s not dwell upon the past and look forward to my holidays.YAY!! Going back on the 31st which is so good.Ooopsss, speaking of which I think I better start packing before it too late.Heehee.Adioz.